Placed in TCS

A Big hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii to u guys.Sorry to meet u after a long time. well u cant avoid busyness...
So. to cut a long story into short  i just want to say Recently i sat in TCS. where i got written test exemption coz of being one of the top 3 candidates in m tech . so 50 % was done :) . After this there were 3 rounds technical, MR, HR. In Technical cum MR round interviewer silently readout my resume for a minute and appreciated my skills, and asked me to tell anything you want to tell but remember one thing it should not be there in your Resume. Unlikely The hardest question to answer..... i was quite a moment then he said ok tell me your today routine. so i started from early morning and tell every minute by minute upto 10 minute then . he asked me the difference between b tech and m tech and i replied with confidence. he was impressed. At last for formality he asked me about android architecture and features and a small swapping program in java.. in HR everything went wrong he asked me about tcs . i told average he could see the lack of info abt tcs on my face easily then he asked me abt revenue, CEO, why TCS ,told about Bond and asked for the willingness to be relocated anywhere in india. I said ok sir fine . and gave a thankful smile.i reached home at late night 1:00 am
next day in evening offer letter was there. i felt wowwww. and my others friend also got selected. so in total 4 guys were selected from m tech :)

external exams are almost over

since exams are almost over except one that will held after some days gap so, feeling happy..................
got relaxed today, so whole day i surfed the net to explore the Doctorate life in CS department
which university should i choose so thad i may complete my extremely valueable phd as early as possible without any hectic
i took lot of reviews for many universities where should i apply and where not coz
some universities may trap u in a life time headache ......
hmm now in evening i decided to write blog coz there has been a long gap between me and my blog writing
friends your suggestion are heartly required for the discussion
Whether phd is better to do just after completing mtech or after job?
if phd .... what prerequisites i have to fulfill in order to get selected in some of my dream university in single shot?
so if u read this post plz commentur views :)
yaaaa one more thing since gate scholars get schol bcz of their assistantship
so still i hav to go clg 2morrow for one of my prof. course evaluation system management..
gud night guys
hoping to listen a gud news in future ...................

Software Engineer Depression Life Cycle

Software Engineer Depression Life Cycle


College Life:




College Life..Bindas… ..!!!!!!! ……


Campus Selection:


Our Interviewer… Seems to be Dedicated…and Serious …


Joining Date:



Call from Company HR to Join……

Dilemma:



Two Offers in Hand what to do…???? ……..


Induction:



Same Guy Interviewer Ha ha feels lot relaxed….

Project Allocation :



What is this..Seems Some thing is Wrong

Team Introduction:



Things going bitter………………


Mentor :



Mentor Please help me…Night out's I am working 18 hrs a day.. …I got Screwed…


Coding :


It Confirm …and Official …I am in a fix…Some One Please Help me out..Please… I am dying out of frustration and depression…




Testing:




Tester : Don't…..Worry Brother …I am there to hear you…But One thing….
What is this Code…..You Idiot…it's performance is no good than Hosur road traffic..Stupid. ..You illiterate Coder….illogical thinker..!^@ #^!#&*(&








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Finally One Day Adieu Mail to ALL

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To : All My Brain Eaters, Blood Suckers , Head Ache sources, Boday Ache Providers, finally to Man Eaters..


Subject: Adieu
Importance : High

HI ALL,

I thank every one of you in name who made me like this..and today I am transformed from a College Hero ..to …Useless Zero..and all the Credit belongs to you.. I Sincearly request every one..not try to contact me again in my life…



I am Going to Himlayas in Search of MY MANAGERS BRAIN………….

No Thanks and No Regards

everything went wrong today :(

i dint hope that it may happen ................. but it did
i dint tell my frnz abt my mail to sir  just coz i never get what i want if i disclose the process what i m going to do .............. so i decided not to disclose it until i get confirmation ofcourse after that i will tell every one ...
buy someone got hurted and he hurted me too
i dint know that he is interested in the same if he was not interested does it matter whether i tell him or not
moreover, i never broke trust of nyone nyhow.............. but if someone gets hurted i m really sorry once again but that was really not my motto it was just like crossing fingers but my frnd took it in a wrong way :(
my CT QT of neural went tooooooooo bad.
so the summary of the day is i am sad today and want to live alone for some hours..........

After 48 hours since last post

hey guys i wanna tell u something that today i got what did i seriously want after taking admission in dei........
really i got what was my dream
dont u know
i wanted to do my final year project under one of the best professor of my college
C PATVARDHAN :) :)
hmmmmmm well thanks to ankur my dear frnd who suggested me to talk to sir once. he said sir knows my capability my dedication ....  moreover there may be the case someone other may talk to sir and get confirmation then u cant get that position under him at any cost then u wont have anything except regret.
so i tried on the risk factor that worst case will be when sir says no
and the best case will be when sir says yes in first shot
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and it was ultimately best case
i got confirmation just because of my frnz who gave me inspiration a lot
finally i am happy coz of three reasons
1.     i got final year project supervisor as same under who i was extremely excited to do my project
2.     i will get some cool stuff dats money on hourly basis per month for this project besides GATE    scholarship.
3.     today i am celebrating my mom dad marriage anniversary :D
okk guys its time to go
meet u soon later
bye guys

 

My Life wants to be busy enough to avoid the problems....................

             i have no material to write down on my blog today but still i keeps striking on keys on my hp net-book . Hope i will get ideas after some strokes. i have some problems in my life nowadays. one of these is instability i cant stick with a decision. my decision goes on changing every time. if you have any suggestion please comment after i post this blog using your Google account.
              i want to do a lot of hard work after all i want to be a successful person and success does not come free it worth your hard work, dedication. My mobile is almost discharged completely and giving warning :( my net connection may lost
sorry guys i have to disconnect
bye see you soon
:) 

is Fear of rejection a PHOBIA???

hello frnz

today i did sleep a lot....

and now i have to study Compiler coz tomorrow i have its Ct and Qt both. i must say that DEI  cant see you free it s**ks sometimes really too much uffff i just wanna get my degree as early as possible :( 

but before goin to study i did not forget to write my blog hmmm today i thought why i keeps on suffering from the fear of rejection Is it a phobia or something else. one another thing is that Why Expectations hurt Does it mean We shud not Expect anything in advance Or God is testing our Patience so that one day we could say proudly "A rejection is nothing more than a necessary step in the pursuit of SUCCESS" :)

Well kahte h doodh ka jala chhach bhi fook fook kar pita h but does every one learns from his failures ????

does everyone cares about it .... One of my friend says who cares enjoy your life with full zeal. Other (who is online now ) says  "if u dont give up, surely u will learn from every failures.... i dont know may be it is the only option to learn from failures kyon ki kisi ko fark nhi pdta ki failure k bad depresion me aane k bad tumhara kya hota hai..so apni care khud karni padti hai aur sikhna hi option hota hai " 

ok guys now i am leaving one minute someone may ask WTF m i writing here and why ???

So my answer is: may be when i will be in the depression i will open my blog and will try to remember those days of rise and fall so that i could get some inspiration to never give up in the future ......... 

OR may be my friends relatives and others might read dis blog when i will be no more in this world :)

ok guys 

now i have to go 

cya 

i will meet u tomorrow :)

today i am extremely happy :)

wowwwwwww today was awesome ......... there are 2 reasons for that.
FIRST one of the my fast friend ANKUR got project proposal from one of the best professor of my college
Every one wants to do project under him but that chance came automatically in lap of my dear friend he will not just get guidance but salary too :)
Second  today i went to a party for 25th marriage anniversary of my neighbors...... it got me to remember the 25th anniversary of my parents we celebrated with full zeal last year............ we did not just celebrate it we made them married once again with whole hindu cultural tradition. that event is unforgettable.....

good night guys
meet you tomorrow
:)

My second day on blog :)

uffffff finally i got time for writing something on second day on my first blog............. ever.
i did not sleep last night coz i hav to prepare seminar presentation and i had to give QT also..
my hardwork shown the colours and my professor appreciated me i had a smile on my face...........
now i have another QT tomorrow. moreover i came back to home too late just because of the presentation session was too long............
    i had to go now for study... in this subject i am full of fear because i never get even a bit of knowledge about NEURAL NETWORK. so plz guys let me go now i have to do a lot of work..........
meet you tomorrow guys
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:)

My First day on the First blog of my life:)

Hello friends today i am going to start my journey of blogging.......... it is something like you put your first step in a new world............ i don't know what to say........whatsoever will come in my mind without any hesitation i will surely pour down my knowledge on my first blog.......... may be the pressure of exams is dragging away me from the think and write methodology.....but i will try my best....... for today i would start with my introduction.....

hmm i born on 16 sep 1988 in mathura at 2:45 p.m. which makes my sun sign VIRGO :)
i started my academic schooling from 1991 and in 2004 passed my 10th exam with 78.8 % in CBSE board. In 2006 i passed 12th with 70.4%in CBSE board from same college saraswati vidya mandir with my friends....

after passing 12th i got myself standing somewhere crossing from where everyone had to choose his/her personal interest line for graduation .......... from childhood i always wanted to be a software engineer not because of my interest but i wanted to earn a lot of money, name and fame............ may be the reason was that everyone had a respect for a person knowing as software engineer...... at that time.
i always wanted to be that kind of BADA AADMI :)
i sat in the exam of  AIEEE AND IIT-JEE also.......i forgot to fill the form of UPTU that was my one of the big mistake :( . but did not get any goood rank .......... the financial problem was one of the main issue thats why i did not join any coaching further like kota tutorials..... but i must say my parents supported me far better than they could do...........i must say whatever they did for me i cannot forget.......
now everyone got admission into either an engineering college or some other course.... since me had to do join some course but i neither had money for donation in some good engg.  college nor for further drop one year methodology and getting coaching like bansal kota...................
finally god helped me and i got admission in one of the semi govt college of UPTU on the basis of management quota obviously bcoz UPTU counselling was not for those who did not sit for this exam... but on the basis of interview they selected me and i took admission in college Faculty of engineering agra college.....
finally after facing a lot of good and bad moments i passed my btech from computer science branch with 76.14 %.
now i have to choose either job or post graduation since i got 92.5 percentile in GATE 2010 i did simply prefer m tech rather than choosing hunting jobs in cities.......
my AIR was not enough to get admission into top colleges this time once again god did hold my finger and showed me the path... i got admission into dayalbagh educational institute........a deemed university

now after 9 months in m tech i gave ISRO exam last day.it was easy but some silly mistakes and lack of time may put me into trouble :( if cutoff goes too high...........well last night train got too late me and my 2 friends all three of us reached back to agra after giving exam in delhi at 2:00 a m (17/04/2011) rather than 10:30 p m (16/04/2011) that was original arrival time at raja ki mandi :( now i think i should end now because tomorrow i have an EXAM :| so by saying that i promise you i will write daily some lines on my blog...............hope you will appreciate me...
finally on my first blogging day i wrote something that is my diary
thanks yogesh and all my friends for inspiring me for writing a blog
and one more thing my dear friends your suggestions and comments are herartly accepted by me :)