is Fear of rejection a PHOBIA???

hello frnz

today i did sleep a lot....

and now i have to study Compiler coz tomorrow i have its Ct and Qt both. i must say that DEI  cant see you free it s**ks sometimes really too much uffff i just wanna get my degree as early as possible :( 

but before goin to study i did not forget to write my blog hmmm today i thought why i keeps on suffering from the fear of rejection Is it a phobia or something else. one another thing is that Why Expectations hurt Does it mean We shud not Expect anything in advance Or God is testing our Patience so that one day we could say proudly "A rejection is nothing more than a necessary step in the pursuit of SUCCESS" :)

Well kahte h doodh ka jala chhach bhi fook fook kar pita h but does every one learns from his failures ????

does everyone cares about it .... One of my friend says who cares enjoy your life with full zeal. Other (who is online now ) says  "if u dont give up, surely u will learn from every failures.... i dont know may be it is the only option to learn from failures kyon ki kisi ko fark nhi pdta ki failure k bad depresion me aane k bad tumhara kya hota hai..so apni care khud karni padti hai aur sikhna hi option hota hai " 

ok guys now i am leaving one minute someone may ask WTF m i writing here and why ???

So my answer is: may be when i will be in the depression i will open my blog and will try to remember those days of rise and fall so that i could get some inspiration to never give up in the future ......... 

OR may be my friends relatives and others might read dis blog when i will be no more in this world :)

ok guys 

now i have to go 

cya 

i will meet u tomorrow :)